im supposed to be happy, but im not.
ive started panicing all the time.
im scared im loosing or lost everyone; Catherine, Megan...
theyre really my only friends.
i dont talk to anyone else really.
i didnt expect to loose all my other friends.
but i understand why they wouldnt wanna be near me.
i hate being near me and im stuck here.
i want everything to e better and good again.
i want to be happy all the time
i want to help everyone
i need to be better, to feel like im worth something but i dont.
theres always someone better than me.
just want to be someone people can be proud of.
that theyd like to know and spend time with.
not someone who hates going out
and cant get dressed without crying
or always wanting to hurt myself.
shouldnt even write it here.
shouldnt make other people read that im ovghaobndo
ill be fine though, always am.
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