Could it be this misery will suffice?

I dont understand what happened to my mood today =/ i was fine through lesson then when i got home everything just turned stupid! i guess just being on my own screws me up a bit.

oh well i guess tomorrow will be better=]

i am absolutely loving Elliot minors cover of Fireflies right now :D

i am in a much happier mood now though =]
so heres a list of things i love right now:

• i love Catherine and Meggie
• Booooks
• Music
• random times with friends when you laugh at time things.
• getting my tattoo soon
• being happy regardless of everything thats going on
• Florence and the machine
• CIty and colour
• people who are there for you all the time
• family
• the idea of prom.

im hopeing that this list is longer than the hate one as im generally a nice happy person =].

its been ten days since i last smoked!!!!

anyway im done now =]

byeeee

Close your eyes and make believe, this is where you wanna be

Im getting a new bookcase :) then i can take my books out of my wardrobe =].

im in a pretty shit mood, so heres a list of things i hate right now =]

• Constantly having headaches
• People ignoring me
• Not understanding stuff i need to do
• People changing their mind about things
• Not being able to afford the things i want
• Not being skinny
• Being unable to do my coursework
• Not finding a song i want to listen to
• I hate not being able to talk about important things with friends
• People judging me for no reason.
• Having to try and do coursework instead of being able to read.

blahblahblah >.< cba ="">

And now my dreams are nothing like they were meant to be

FINISHED MY COURSEWORK!!!
took me bloody long enough lol. but now that is out the way and i can try and get the other lot done..hopefully on time.

ive been listening to City and Colour a lot recently, ive had it on repeat pretty much all day. I think they are pretty awesome =]

Its almost the easter holidays =]

i cant wait to not have to bother with school, it seriously annoys me. but only got a few months then its all over =/ not sure if thats good or bad yet.

Yehh anyway easter, should be good, im working a few days so that means i can get enough money to get my tattoo and my some of my piercings :D s'all good.

i also started a new book as i finished thinner by stephen king. im now reading Hannibal Rising by Thomas Harris, hopefully itll be as good as silence of the lambs and hannibal.

uuurm im not really in the mood to write now =/ damn mood swings!

ill leave ye with some lyrics...

Someone come and, someone come and save my life
Maybe I'll sleep when I am dead
But now it's like the night is taking sides
With all the worries that occupy the back of my mind
Could it be this misery will suffice?

byee

I Smoke a Cigarette, and Pretend I am Normal.

Sooo work, oh how I hate that place. I spent 10 hours there this weekend, in the hot, greasy, stinking chip shop on the sea side. it wouldn't have been so bad if i was in the sun or there was a breeze!

anyway yes! I should really be doing my psych essay for tomorrow morning while I wait for my clothes but i really cba!

So I started reading The notebook by Nicholas Sparks, and so far its a bit disappointing, I really liked the film and thought that the book might be just as good but so far it isn't.

I'm also reading The Sandman by Neil Gaiman. these are graphic novels about the forms of Dream, Desire, Destiny, Delirium, Death and Despair and I must say, they are rather good so far =].

hmmm anyway I guess i should try and do some Psych work before i go to bed...naaah!

Niight

Hmmm...

Okaaay... so i'm not that great at writing, in fact i'm really bad.

so that means i probably wont write in here that much, and it'll be mainly boring stuff anyway i guess.

Ooh well, not like im telling anyone this is here lol.

so today i got my cswk draft back for health and social care, and surprise surprise, teacher was not impressed. i suppose i should of tried harder at doing it but at the time i couldnt be bothered to do anything, least of all school work.

brought a couple of books in town earlier though, with my dear friend Megan. we are a pair of book fiends ¬_¬ but thats why we love her =].

ooooh and i brought 'From Hell' the lastest in my Johnny Depp collection =] gotta love the films his in, especially when he works with Tim Burton.

hmmm anyway thats enough waffle. :P

...i use to many emoticons i think OHWELL!

byeee