its mine and catherines 11 months today ^_^
she makes me so happy and im gunna be with her forever =]
i decided :)
were hopefully getting our tattoos next month :D
its gunna be good :)
i love her so much =]
she means everything to me and im never letting her go, no matter what.

And when the hardest part is over

we'll be here

And our dreams will break the boundries of our fear

we should never be afraid to die

i hate that i have to work today and cant be there for you >.<

should have booked the day off so you could talk to me as soon as you need to =[

get to spend all night with my girl and make her lunch for tomorrow :) mmmmm

suddenly my life doesnt seem such a waste, it all revolves around you €€€€

meeting up with megan and megan today to watch harry potter!!!

look how young they look!!!

catherine

love my beautiful, smart, funny lovely girlfriend ^_^

mmmmm ^_^

got to spend all week at catherines as my nana was round.

so i got to spend everynight with her, which was lovely =]

yesterday was also really good.

we went and met friends for coffee in the morning and cake!!

it was nice to catch up with them, even if it was only for a little bit.

then we went and saw HARRY POTTER!!!!

it was amazing! though sad its the laast one =[

and then chinese!!!

best chinese for ages!

but then it was horrible as i had to leave catherine to come home >.<

but i get to see her today after work =]

and then hopefully we'll move in together soon =] well as soon as we can afford it =[

hopefully not so long

hair

i miss my hair when it was length :( this is also the first picture ive ever uploaded!!!!

its okay not to be okay

Don't lose who you are, in the blur of the stars
Seeing is deceiving, dreaming is believing,
It's okay not to be okay
Sometimes it's hard, to follow your heart.
Tears don't mean you losing, everybody's bruising,
Just be true to who you are
Who you are

I never blog anymore )=

i never seem to blog anymore =[

this makes me sad. and the one time i did go to recently my post got cancelled >.<

so since i last blogged my family had a party, which was quite good indeed =]

there were loads of people there, mainly from mums work adn from thier bike club though. but it was a good night.

i even wore a dress!!!

this week my nana has been round, but i havent seen much of her as catherine wouldnt be allowed round if nana is here >.<.

so ive been staying at catherines instead, which has been lovely. though it was odd waking uo for her to go to work and staying in her bed without her =[ but i liked being there all the time instead of just the evenings.

though i feel sorry for her parents, as they arnt really comfortable with me staying there but theyve let me, which was nice =]

i dont really get to see Megan anymore =[ though we did spend a nice day together shopping in ipswich before the party =] that was good. though i do miss her. but she comes sees me at work sometimes too :D.

i quite miss vanessa atm as well, she always used to make me laugh, but i dont see her now =[.

Me, catherine and nicola have decided to do the race for life next year =]

so weve started running three times a week. its not loads aatm but itll got longer as we get better. hopefully this means we'll be able to run the race and not walk it =]

this also means ill hopefully start loosing weight and stop eating so much again. especially since ive put all the weight back on that i lost. so now i feel horrible all the time again >.< i hate my body.

but its going to change, so its all good.

e

sick of ruining everything and making everything bad.

just want to go

.

cant even cope with anything >.<.