christmas eve...

realised how much of a shit friend ive become

wooop

going home tomorrow :D
ill miss the heat but i get to see catherine :D
this weeks been to hard not being with her =[
i feel bad for people who are at different uni's to the gf/bf =[
i wouldnt be able to be away form catherine that i long i dont think.
but get to talk to her tomorrow and then see her the next day eeeeeeeeeeee ^_^
ive missed her loads =[
dont think ill be going without her again!!!!

Holiday, day one!

fucking four and a half hours on the plane with some ginger kid kicking the back of my seat. apparently she didnt apprechiate me telling her not too!!!

other than that the flight was okay, and as i cut my fingernails, no blood!!!!

the penthouse is actually amazing though!!!!

and i love having an ensuite bathroom!!

the view from the balcony is actually amazing aswell.

the sea looks really nice and you can see the mountain and everything.

though i think we did bring the english weather with us as it rained and thundered a bit. but at least its warm!!!

miss catherine so much though =[ i really hate not being able to see and talk to her anytime i want to =[ i really hope she is alright though. love her soo much.

and i found like a really nice necklace for her, but it smelt funny so imma look again at the market me thinks.

i like it when its like this, everyone else has gone to bed so im out on the balcony just listening to the see in the warmth, wish catherine was here though =[.

hopefully tomorrow willl be really sunny so i can just lay by the pool and read my book and start to get a tan so im niiice and brown!!!

aanyway may try and sleep and get rid of my headache ik think... indeed

fuck =/.

everything's starting to go bad again.

college is shit

dont talk to half my friends anymore

families alll gjsaohgo

and i've stopped sleeping again, unless catherines with me >.<.

and i dont see the point anymore.

im gunna end up making catherine feel like she doesn't make me happy when she really does.

i cant loose her.

i hate being so stupid.

fucksake.