Ive decided it time to stop trying.
i am fed up of the people i know not caring or making an effort anymore, hearing from 'friends' once or twice a year or only when they want something. im fed up of always making the effort. i know im not that important to many people, its just a shame that its the people who were important to me, that dont seem to care anymore.
im not sure how i feel about this, i doubt itll make things worse though, im pretty used to talking to just the one person know, at least she still loves me or i would literally have no-one. it would have been nice to talk to others who i used to be really close with.
oh well, just counting down, three more years and then we'll be gone and forgotten about im sure!
but at least then we'll have a chance to meet new people who will hopefully care.
okay so it does get to me, im just really fed up now. its obviously something ive done or the way i am that make people not want to be associated with me. and yes moving away is really running away, i just dont want to be surrounded by the people who i used to see/talk to all the time.
